love her.
more than
Self tried too
push away
I cants: stay
She is my mantra, my morning breath
i didn't want to see you
i didn't want you to know
i didn't want to leave you
i never want to go

because solitaire was too desperate, You taught Me free-cell

    but its become a competition
    with someone who's sometimes
    there.

I know
and You know
one day,
there will be no questioning

sar casm

"we guess we want to argue with each other for the rest of our days."
   are you convinced?
"but only if arguing continues to be a part of human  interaction."
   should I insert a wink?

    we chose
it  ...mmakes us work a little harder
 patterns and circles, planets and stars
it would be too easy
    to give up ..

   while trying to silence our own
 opposistions, we have one
 sided conversations
   where neither  can hear outside evaluation

options

why respond, if you wish to not          talk
i love(s, ed) you ..."goodnight." past present
future: i can,could not          wait          to wake up
next to you, i'm ready to(o)

lover, i dont want you
to
be, feel or forsee
bad

idk idk idk

No One takes me.

seriously, young on and up.
something made you tick.
i guess, accidentally?
button: press
I've come to terms,
i can not express.
"why should i limit myself for others?" she said.
"i can not
i will not
i am 100%".
she feel
she have to
defend
that's not good is it?
i see visions and movies
steps and cards
i ask, to define
i dont see BIG PICTURE at large!!
i see small
the nod the wrinkles in frown
finish this finish this finish this

come down
off your high-chair
your long lists of accomplishments
do not impress

come down
two Souls  could meet
scared?
is that why you retreat

ive been put on time out
im not sure how long
till you see
I am You and You are Me

i could lock
my Self
in a room
have the choice
do anything
perhaps think
of you perhaps think of you

oh just to see you
oh just to be with you
is this longing?

reach for clouds, put your head out, get your feet off the ground...

on this quest to find
other like minds
maybe I maybe I maybe I
I am too eager?

to be a part of
to fill the space in between
to be apart of
to become a WE

at all or nothing
we are a choice
at all or nothing


while every interaction
is turning into (x2)
some thing more than


I dont even know love, life, lie
(what is this)
                         

perhaps i
've been trying to disguise insecurity
with Other's empty hands

at all or nothing
we are a choice
at all or nothing


i don't even know
what is this
love what is this
life what is this
what is this