model.

"I want you to lean forward with purpose! Become an age-less, time-less beauty, with a hunger for something more peering out from within, where there is almost too much truth!"
snap snap foot shiny sweat beads   
The bags under her eyes will be noticeable, in due time.

that one time...

while looking up
i realized
you are all talk
side glances
light caresses
while throwing up
fairy dust
to mask
half-truths
do you believe in me?
because i
I almost believed in You.

my stomach hurts

penned up and never finished.

a bird in an open cage


the sky is clear
Self is the only one
i seem to truly fear.

some say

my bluntness is endearing.
others say, my laughing eyes.

i kicked that old self out. beat her out of my chest like a thunderstorm gone amiss, that flooded the south leaving no survivor behind. one step at a time i am seeding out those who are bad for me. i do not want to take the time to help anyone grow. i grew alone. i do not want to be your peek into the dark side. i do not want to be the first misguiding step that helps you cross whatever lines you wish to. if that is what you are looking for, i can refer you to that old self. she now lives two blocks away.

stubborn.
tired.
alone. i do not wish to be claimed. i am alone. i wish. i am tired of. of accommodating.

we sit on the hill to watch the sun die, and the Moon rise.
in all Her glory,
i Could apologize.

interrupted

i lost my train of thought
One got a way
        out
the One that got
away.

you want one thing.
i envision another
creepers are stalking
peeking out from covers

forcing myself to talk
when i would rather have stayed
(w)ri(gh)ting wrongs

this could be our
the last breath

when drinking gives you confidence
that's what's wrong

out

and about
goodbye